体調がまた悪い・・・ せっかく南部の同期の活動を見て モチベーションが上がったというのに・・・ My health condition became bad again. Even though I had been motivated since I observe another volunteer's activities.
任地に赴任して4ヶ月。未だに良い体調が 1ヶ月と続かない。 It has taken 4 months since I started to stay at Merawai. I had not kept my good condition for even 1 month since then.
10年前だが，タイの片田舎に1年住んだ経験もある。 仕事に追われた経験もある。 なのにこのざま。 I have an experience that I stayed at rural area in Thailand though it was 10 years ago. I have an experience that I worked very hard. But, what a sorry state!
言い訳なんぞクソ喰らえだ。 しっかりしやがれ。 To hell with an excuse! Keep my spirits up!